Take Interest, Take Notice, Take ME with you.

So I was reading that book "He's just not that into you" and I really didn't help me out but it made me think of a few things:

1. If a guy you like spontaneously starts wanting to be with you and starts calling you everyday do to stuff, that means he has some interest in you??? Right. WRONG. He's using you because when he spontaneously stops talking to you and doesn't want to hang around you, it means he just not that into you. Or he just decided to get back together with his Ex. or whatever
2. If you meet a really cute, funny guy at a party and you hit it off but forget to get his number or the other way around, DO NOT go looking for him on facebook or stalk him or try to get his number from mutual friends. Chances are that you guys DID hit it off, so If you can find him on facebook, he can find you. It makes it more of a chase if he initiates it first. If he doesn't he is LAZY and you don't want to be with a LAZY guy. Even if say you did find him and you hit it off instantly or later, you will still be the one who made the first move and that could be how the relationship is......
3. If you like this kid who is cute and genuinely a nice guy but you only hang out with him at night[2am or later] Do Not let that part of him phase you. Just because you may talk to him and see him on a regular basis, doesn't mean it will turn into something more. The reason you hang out that later is because he doesn't want anything more. He's just not that into you. Be with someone who thinks about you everyday and every minute, not just for some fun times at night. Girls deserve so much better and they shouldn't think they are not relationship worthy. Every girl CAN get any guy they want. They just have to first believe they can and respect themselves.
4. If a guy makes you choose over another guy, Please remember what you like about him and what you don't. It's horrible to make a quick decision without thinking it through. Be careful I would say follow your brain and let it do all the thinking but when it comes to it, You have to be in tune and listen to you heart[wow that sounds so corny but its true]. Your brain thinks about the logical parts or a relationship but its like the church, you have to have faith that's what makes you grow stronger. If you think way too hard about things like The Book Of Mormon and the stories, you'll mind will take over and it will lead you away from the spirit and you will be confused on whats really true. So back to relationships, It is simple as just following that little gut feeling,:) don't think about the all the little logistics. ok now I'm rambling I'll stop.
   
5. Be careful which bridges you wish to rebuild. keep your guard up, just because its the past doesn't mean it can't effect the future.
6. This is really isn't advice but this one just bugs me: So you like this kid but your not sure when the right time kiss is. if he tries to kiss you and you accept it, does that make you easy? Does it give him the right to disrespect you? lets say option b where you say" I think we are taking things to fast". The boy would back off and later say he has respect for you for turning him down.......... so back to option a where you let him kiss you. Why should the girl have to be the ones to turn down the guy, why can't he just not make the move in the first place. I mean doesn't that make more sense if he likes a girl he should respect her instead of testing her limits? I understand the whole getting to know you stage and all [that is very important] BUT if all is said then why can't it be done too.
   

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bahah hello my name is Rachel Michele and I go to Utah valley University. My GPA is not there and It is NOT getting Higher. The professors there are really nice especially the Mexican rice.The food tastes like butt and the Hall of Flags are full of sluts. Sweet bros and bra faces on there long boards and Utah poofs everywhere. blah. Is this school really for me. Is school at all for me????

I love going to this guys website. Ive mentioned him in my blog before. He is a music teacher for a school in New York. They Go by ps22chorus. I go there a lot because these kids that sing are truly amazing. They have so much passion and strength, I love it.

Blah Blah Blah. I'm an insomniac real bad. I have the worst sleeping schedule ever. You probably asking yourself: What the hell does Rachel do at night.....everyone's asleep? Answer: Dude I don't even know..... Anyway some kid was telling me about how most people, say 85%, lie more than 3 times when they talk. I'm not sure where he gets his information, but it sounds about right to me. Back in the day I used to be a compulsive liar. It was real bad like for instance, I told my cousin that in the 'Hit me baby one more time' Britney Spears video, that this girl that was but ugly was only in that video because she was a daughter of a producer of that video...............hahahha I made that up...but seriously, that doesn't even make me sound impressive. Or here's a funny one; I always wanted a younger sibling really bad, so one time I just randomly mentioned to my friend that I had a little sister that was in Kindergarden. So when you make up a lie you kinda have to follow through with it, so we were in choir singing and my friend asked where my sister was..... so i pointed to the cutest kid in the crowd and go: OH LOOK THATS HER, and I waved and she weirdly waved back. My friend later asked at my birthday party where she was and I always said something like;

Let me Repeat this LOUDLY: I don't need anymore boys that are friends. Reaally i don't. I have the perfect amount already. So what are you waiting for?

Okay so I've realized I really am the queen of procrastination. I win every time. It should make me upset but i doesn't I guess I've learned that thats who I am I can't try to be this Girl that always on top of things because thats just not my style I guess. Haha, wow I'm so waiting for syd to say Thats what she said any moment now. It was funny Chris came over last night, well at 1 am and we just talked about the dumbs in life, and we were talking about all the BEST "thats what she said" jokes. oh so funny so funny.

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So I'm sitting in the library with Whitney trying to write some paper about hurricane Ike and I see this kid putting his leg on top of the girls shoulder. freak, then I'm at kneaders[best panini's and soup ever] and these folks were of some race, talking really LOUD in their language. To add on he was groping her and she giggled and I was eating and almost threw up a little in my mouth. whats up with the Display of affection. We get it, you have S.E.X... You don't need to express that to everyone in the world.

Anyway. I'm really bored at the Library. and the more I look around I wonder, "what the hell" about everything. Like who wears shorts, long sleeves and UGGS? its Freaking winter. Or. Why do people that by putting flowers everywhere makes the atmosphere better. Did they ever stop to think that some people hate flowers or they are deathly allergic to them or that some people hate the color red? Or. Shouldn't people say "Happy Holidays instead of Merry Christmas.[To be politically correct] Not everyone celebrates Christmas. I'm not sure why who wouldn't though because I love Christmas trees and Egg nog and candy canes and ugly sweaters with Santa and reindeer and Old Navy commericals. Who doesn't. My neighbors in Round rock are Jewish and even though I find there decorations strangely odd. I LOVE IT. They painted their door Bright Blue<> then they make a menorah with bright green pool noodles and they wrap lights around it and light one each night. They even painted their Neighborhood reindeer Bright Blue. Amazing. I love that in a world set on something like Christmas, they can still be them. I'm not saying I want to become Jewish though. I like sunbeams too much.

I hate that feeling that you can't do anything about your life. like its on pause and nothing good/or bad is happening. For the past 3 days I've felt like that. Being sick makes you want to enjoy things longer and more often because in that moment of being sick you cant do anything but feel sorry for yourself. When you're sick everyone talks to you in a baby voice like that when you're sick you turn into some baby, because as said before you cant do anything for yourself. The only good thing about being sick is that you can be super lazy and wear the clothes you wore yesterday and no one is going to nag on you. They understand. When your sick you hallucinate. For instance, last night i watched every cw show that I've missed for the past 3 weeks [so I'm happy to say- IM ALL CAUGHT UP!!!!] So anyway I watched at least 5 hours of Gossip Girl, One Tree Hill and 90210 and I kept looking at the clock and it would always show 1:12 then 3 hours later it was 12:12, I freaked out. How was that possible huh?! Yeah crazy. So another thing you do when you're sick. make lists. like what I want to accomplish this week or year
THINGS I WANT TO DO THIS WEEK.

• Go to every single class this week
• Don't be afraid of rejection or acceptance
• Smile more
• Call the parentals more and tell them "I love y'all"
• Laugh over the silly unimportant things
• Remember who I am when I walk out the door
• Think of others in my doings
• Stop being a paranoia freak
• Think before asking questions or making comments
• Love the skin I'm in

so wow, i was going though my old photos and i found a class photo from kindergarden so I look up my friends that i remembered and i found them. its so weird all of them kind of remember me but not really its sad. I asked my mom why i remembered so much of my 3 year old life and she said it was probably because it was my first time in the states so everything was my first. My best friend Maura i found her so we were reminiscing about our fun times and everything and then i found some other kids. Facebook is so amazing isnt it! everyone has it. Even my mom does, or she did. I later found out that the only reason she got a facebook was to find me and see if I was still alive, because I didn't answer her calls, lead her to believe i was dead? funny?, i know. College does that to people. its everyones first to be out on there own and try new things, i guess they just disappear of the face of the earth, momentarily. i think calling my mom and dad everyday would be hard because i would miss them even more and them calling me every day made it harder to start life on my own. BUt then again i should be better at returning calls. EKK .

funny SNL skit!!