Take Interest, Take Notice, Take ME with you.

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First notice how Syd for sure looks like a creeper. Wow. Second this was taken at 11:00 P.M wow really. Third this was about 20 minutes before we went to wendys and got JBC, chicken nuggies, and a frosty twist, [and that was just Syd's order.] Fourth I took this picture because this was my first picture with bangs. I have never had bangs and I kinda like them but I can't wait to see what they will be like when my hair is curly............ah. So we watched monster-in-law, yeah it was a good movie, good morals [Don't be mean to your mother-in-law] and J.Lo so what more could you want. We tried getting guys to come over and bring us Chocolate Ice cream but I we didn't really try as hard as we could have oh well.

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shoes. I'm not really a shoe person but I sure do love these. red. white and blue and crocodiles. my favorite things.

This weather here in Utah is killing me. I'm getting depressed and I'm hating where I am right now. I need new friends, a job, new teeth, and new hair. Hopefully I will have checked them all off by the end of April. What I'm hating most is where I am living. I hate going into my apartment and hating being there. There are only about three people in there that don't piss me off constantly. You would think its just that time of the month that I'm just really irritable and a bee but I'm like that all the time now. I really dont mean to but I think I'm just stuck in a Hell Hole that its just normal for me to be like this. You know there are some voices that are like screeching birds and you want to strangle them that sounds like that. Those people are around me a lot . Do I have a sign that says "annoy Rachel or Michele or whatever her name is." I really shouldn't be rude over the internet because like mom says "if you can't say something nice, don't say anything at all.".....I do have other great friends new and old, but I guess now that I'm getting older, It's getting harder to tell which ones are my true friends. I hate that. Hate it.

YAY. My sister got a blog....because I told her too and because she loves me and I love her and My newest nephews!!! Kingston and London Polson. They are probably the cutest babies I have ever seen, I'm not just saying this because they are my nephews, its Just true and fact.They are just so cute and I get to go see them this wednesday!!^^^They look like little men. Ever seen that movie" The curious case of Benjamin button". Yea so cute. Because technology is amazing, I got to see these two when they were just born and the whole week through skype.As I got the Facebook notification that my sister had written on my wall, I started this blog...prolonging my time in the library for my ethics test tomorrow. The library and I have a love hate relationship. I love going because I see everyone but then I hate it because that means I'm at BYU and I walk around and feel so out of place becuase a. I am NOT a zoobie and b..... I'm not a ZOOBIE. My roommate Tawnie is going to BYU for the summer and she is like me, in that BYU is not the school for her. But unlike me she will be saving a lot of money because BYU is cheaper and UVU has out of state tution(by the way is about 3,000 more than a Utah resident. How lame!!!!



Ok I have a goal to be out of this joint by 10:00........Crap.

So a lot has happened since ACC classes ended. I wake up at 12 am everyday. Its a bittersweet relationship I have with my bed; I love sleeping in it, but when Im there too long I end up feeling like a waste in Rachel world.  Note to self: get up at 10 everyday, and NOT go to bed after 4 am. Lets see, the 4th of July was a blast. Fun with the family, friends and Carla. I love that girl, I wish I could be more carefree like her. Next week was the 12 hours that never happened. There's pretty much nothing else to say other than, we left Austin at 8 p.m and left San Antonio at 8 a.m the next morning. Hm. There was this singles dance that was somewhat fun. Actually it really wasn't, we just had to make it fun, which is why i love how my friends are. They don't get grumpy when something ends up lame, they change it and make it fun. Last week, Bronwen, Kyria and I played Rockband for 6 hours straight. Yeah. Then everyday after it became the norm: Work, eat, come to Rachel's and play Rockband. That was probably one of the fun-est weeks  of this summer so far. This week is going by super slow. Maybe its because the hours I stay up late at night add on to the hours of the next day. Or maybe its because all i can think about it Utah. Im so ready to be at my "home" away from home. 

so wow, i was going though my old photos and i found a class photo from kindergarden so I look up my friends that i remembered and i found them. its so weird all of them kind of remember me but not really its sad. I asked my mom why i remembered so much of my 3 year old life and she said it was probably because it was my first time in the states so everything was my first. My best friend Maura i found her so we were reminiscing about our fun times and everything and then i found some other kids. Facebook is so amazing isnt it! everyone has it. Even my mom does, or she did. I later found out that the only reason she got a facebook was to find me and see if I was still alive, because I didn't answer her calls, lead her to believe i was dead? funny?, i know. College does that to people. its everyones first to be out on there own and try new things, i guess they just disappear of the face of the earth, momentarily. i think calling my mom and dad everyday would be hard because i would miss them even more and them calling me every day made it harder to start life on my own. BUt then again i should be better at returning calls. EKK .

So today was a sad day: Elyse left to go back to ATX. I know i get to see her in a week but. this past month, we spend everyday together and then just not hanging for a week will be hard. It was weird because I remember helping her move into the house she just moved out of. It kind of felt like a movie helping her pack, I was just sitting there with the sad happy music in the background already missing that house i was sitting in. Leaving Utah is going to be bittersweet. I'm so ready to go back home and just enjoy summer and be with the people I love most, but then deep down inside I want something new. I was watching "Up Town Girls" with Brittany Murphy[One of my fave actresses] and the last line of the movie said " Every story has an end, but in life, every ending is just a new beginning", and its so true! its make me so excited to see what happens next.....

So a lot has happened since march 21 2008. Kiks came and her birthday was a success it was fun getting to see her even though i saw her a week before in Texas! we had a birthday dinner and all the kids celebrated Easter Sunday together. The next week Happy Valley, every year has this Holi festival called the Festival of colors. You throw veggie color dye in the air and pretty much party. It was a blast! The next week was conference weekend and Whitney and i got tickets from the Bishop for Saturday session! It was Whitney and I's first time. So it was amazing. The Friday before i wore a Hanna Montana wig from Bed, Bath and beyond to a party. Its something to consider trying. Its almost like being someone else for a night! Another thing to consider: spending your days in the BYU library. whats best is to squirt purell into the palms of your hands when ever you see a purell dispenser.The fun part is that on the 3rd floor there is no purell in the purell dispenser so when the purell " comes out" pretend to  "eat" it, people will stare at you strange. Its a blast. That same weekend Whitney and i got into a fight. it was little but very significant. It started out with her telling me I wasn't accepting here because of her use of language and choice of clothing. she said "even though I'm Mormon now i still am going to dress and talk the way i want to because that's what makes me.. me". To her i guess that made sense for the way she was acting, but tell me if I'm wrong, but do the clothes you were and the choice of word make you who you are? It just wasn't making sense so we talked and talked and long story short: we aren't living together in the fall like planned, and i lost a really close friend. Yes we still talk and share past memories, but the close bond was gone. For good? well i don't know. its funny because whenever things didn't happen  way it was suppose to, both of us would say, "its for the best, things happen for a reason"

so today is the first post of my new blog i thought id give it a try. Also its my best friends birthday!! 18 and she came down to Utah for it so rmj.kmd.emd. are going to party!!! That picture I made last year for her and I entered it in a contest and won plus if you click HERE  rate it I can win stuff. so please VOTE. So heres a half update on my life in Utah so far.... I went to Uvsc in the fall and it was great. I made a huge mistake by taking an 8:00 class! Haha but it was still fun. I have had quite the apartment experience. First I lived with a girl whose boyfriend was over there constantly and him spending the night EVERY night. So i got out the first chance I got. The new apartment was ALOT  bigger and I payed the same. Weird. Then its suppose to be 5 girls in the apartments and as of now its just me and Jenna. Boring. She hasnt gotten the concept of living on her own and taking care of herself, meaning, shes a mess and doesn't pick up after herself. tell me if im wrong but when you move out of your parents house, dont you learn how to live on your own or do some people have everything done for them. haha. The boys around here are the same. They either want to get married or just play around. so with that said, I've had no luck. I met this girl Whitney in the elevator and from that night on were became bestfriends. Since Kyria is in other state i need someone help me out. I love her to death. I recently just took her to Texas and of course, as expected she LOVED it lol. Who wouldn't. well i gotta go get my hair done. Im going to try my hardest to keep this thing updated. <3>