Take Interest, Take Notice, Take ME with you.: May 2009

lyrics of the day

Last night I fell in love without you.
I waved goodbye to that heart of mine
Beating solo on your lawn

Every aching wound will cauterize and bruise
In memory of what we used to call in love
And only time will tell if violins will swell
In memory of what we used to call in love
We used to call it love

Last night I fell in love without you
The coup-de-grace that set me off
Would've made for decent fiction

Every aching wound will cauterize and bruise
In memory of what we used to call in love

And only time will tell if violins will swell
In memory of what we used to call in love
We used to call it...

Last night I fell in love without you
The stars at night aren't as big and bright
As you make them out to be

And every aching wound will cauterize and bruise
In memory of what we used to call in love
And only time will tell if violins will swell
In memory of what we used to call in love
In memory of when we used to call it love

Happy not birthday

- May 6, 2009

I think I made a BIG mistake by choosing friends over family. Last night I was sitting in my bed thinking whose going to wake me up and sing happy birthday to me like my mom has done for the past 19 years? Who is going to be waiting downstairs and just love me and be happy that I'm Rachel and that I was born on May 10th 1989? I know its something silly and simple, But instantly when I realized I wouldn't be spending my birthday with my family, I started crying. Is this what growing up feels like? Knowing that your family is a phone call away but they feel like they are just gone forever from your life. Realizing that I am stuck in Utah til next Thursday, I think I don't want to be in this room, in this apartment, this city, this ward full of freshman girls giggling and being cute. I need something different NOW.

G.N.O [girls night out]

Labels: best friends, past time fun, utah - May 1, 2009

Photo 166
Originally uploaded by rachbobach453

First notice how Syd for sure looks like a creeper. Wow. Second this was taken at 11:00 P.M wow really. Third this was about 20 minutes before we went to wendys and got JBC, chicken nuggies, and a frosty twist, [and that was just Syd's order.] Fourth I took this picture because this was my first picture with bangs. I have never had bangs and I kinda like them but I can't wait to see what they will be like when my hair is curly............ah. So we watched monster-in-law, yeah it was a good movie, good morals [Don't be mean to your mother-in-law] and J.Lo so what more could you want. We tried getting guys to come over and bring us Chocolate Ice cream but I we didn't really try as hard as we could have oh well.