Take Interest, Take Notice, Take ME with you.

Don't you just hate it when your in a public area and you hear your favorite song and all you want to do is dance!?!?! Its a horrible crime to put popular fun loving music for everyone to dance to and humiliate themselves.

So I was reading that book "He's just not that into you" and I really didn't help me out but it made me think of a few things:

1. If a guy you like spontaneously starts wanting to be with you and starts calling you everyday do to stuff, that means he has some interest in you??? Right. WRONG. He's using you because when he spontaneously stops talking to you and doesn't want to hang around you, it means he just not that into you. Or he just decided to get back together with his Ex. or whatever
2. If you meet a really cute, funny guy at a party and you hit it off but forget to get his number or the other way around, DO NOT go looking for him on facebook or stalk him or try to get his number from mutual friends. Chances are that you guys DID hit it off, so If you can find him on facebook, he can find you. It makes it more of a chase if he initiates it first. If he doesn't he is LAZY and you don't want to be with a LAZY guy. Even if say you did find him and you hit it off instantly or later, you will still be the one who made the first move and that could be how the relationship is......
3. If you like this kid who is cute and genuinely a nice guy but you only hang out with him at night[2am or later] Do Not let that part of him phase you. Just because you may talk to him and see him on a regular basis, doesn't mean it will turn into something more. The reason you hang out that later is because he doesn't want anything more. He's just not that into you. Be with someone who thinks about you everyday and every minute, not just for some fun times at night. Girls deserve so much better and they shouldn't think they are not relationship worthy. Every girl CAN get any guy they want. They just have to first believe they can and respect themselves.
4. If a guy makes you choose over another guy, Please remember what you like about him and what you don't. It's horrible to make a quick decision without thinking it through. Be careful I would say follow your brain and let it do all the thinking but when it comes to it, You have to be in tune and listen to you heart[wow that sounds so corny but its true]. Your brain thinks about the logical parts or a relationship but its like the church, you have to have faith that's what makes you grow stronger. If you think way too hard about things like The Book Of Mormon and the stories, you'll mind will take over and it will lead you away from the spirit and you will be confused on whats really true. So back to relationships, It is simple as just following that little gut feeling,:) don't think about the all the little logistics. ok now I'm rambling I'll stop.
   
5. Be careful which bridges you wish to rebuild. keep your guard up, just because its the past doesn't mean it can't effect the future.
6. This is really isn't advice but this one just bugs me: So you like this kid but your not sure when the right time kiss is. if he tries to kiss you and you accept it, does that make you easy? Does it give him the right to disrespect you? lets say option b where you say" I think we are taking things to fast". The boy would back off and later say he has respect for you for turning him down.......... so back to option a where you let him kiss you. Why should the girl have to be the ones to turn down the guy, why can't he just not make the move in the first place. I mean doesn't that make more sense if he likes a girl he should respect her instead of testing her limits? I understand the whole getting to know you stage and all [that is very important] BUT if all is said then why can't it be done too.
   

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Ummmm so I was chilling in my room, when my roommate yelled in disgust, pointing at my feet. Look at them the are stained black.[they washed off when i took a shower that night] But It was funny because today I didnt even wear shoes probably only to the store to get bubbles. I am SO ready for summer!!!!!

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So This is B money. he is in love with sydney. i dont know why he wouldn't because she is un REAL. and i love her too. who doesnt. i LOVE SYDNEY. bye.

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This is what Provo, Utah looks like today, April 15th 2009. This is a problem for sure. I woke up and it was snowing, A LOT. I called my Mom to tell her the horrible news and she just laughed for about 5 minutes. I was hopping for sympathy. Nope nothing. haha. I don't feel like doing anything but sleeping and playing Mario Kart. so To Wii we go.

1. Stuck in reverse

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shoes. I'm not really a shoe person but I sure do love these. red. white and blue and crocodiles. my favorite things.

This weather here in Utah is killing me. I'm getting depressed and I'm hating where I am right now. I need new friends, a job, new teeth, and new hair. Hopefully I will have checked them all off by the end of April. What I'm hating most is where I am living. I hate going into my apartment and hating being there. There are only about three people in there that don't piss me off constantly. You would think its just that time of the month that I'm just really irritable and a bee but I'm like that all the time now. I really dont mean to but I think I'm just stuck in a Hell Hole that its just normal for me to be like this. You know there are some voices that are like screeching birds and you want to strangle them that sounds like that. Those people are around me a lot . Do I have a sign that says "annoy Rachel or Michele or whatever her name is." I really shouldn't be rude over the internet because like mom says "if you can't say something nice, don't say anything at all.".....I do have other great friends new and old, but I guess now that I'm getting older, It's getting harder to tell which ones are my true friends. I hate that. Hate it.

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Look at the roses my dad send me on valentines! They are so pretty and its April and they are still blooming. It's like my own mini Love fern/rose. If you nurish something, it will be beautiful forever. ok I just made that up and It really doesn't make sense, oh well. I look at it every day and miss my family a lot everyday. My newphews are getting more and more precious. I just want to sqeeze them and hold them and steel them and take me them to Utah with me. Maybe that will win over then guys here........

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bahah hello my name is Rachel Michele and I go to Utah valley University. My GPA is not there and It is NOT getting Higher. The professors there are really nice especially the Mexican rice.The food tastes like butt and the Hall of Flags are full of sluts. Sweet bros and bra faces on there long boards and Utah poofs everywhere. blah. Is this school really for me. Is school at all for me????