Take Interest, Take Notice, Take ME with you.: March 2009

lyrics of the day

Last night I fell in love without you.
I waved goodbye to that heart of mine
Beating solo on your lawn

Every aching wound will cauterize and bruise
In memory of what we used to call in love
And only time will tell if violins will swell
In memory of what we used to call in love
We used to call it love

Last night I fell in love without you
The coup-de-grace that set me off
Would've made for decent fiction

Every aching wound will cauterize and bruise
In memory of what we used to call in love

And only time will tell if violins will swell
In memory of what we used to call in love
We used to call it...

Last night I fell in love without you
The stars at night aren't as big and bright
As you make them out to be

And every aching wound will cauterize and bruise
In memory of what we used to call in love
And only time will tell if violins will swell
In memory of what we used to call in love
In memory of when we used to call it love

Bloggers welcome.

Labels: best friends, Mmm-azing, utah - Mar 16, 2009

YAY. My sister got a blog....because I told her too and because she loves me and I love her and My newest nephews!!! Kingston and London Polson. They are probably the cutest babies I have ever seen, I'm not just saying this because they are my nephews, its Just true and fact.They are just so cute and I get to go see them this wednesday!!^^^They look like little men. Ever seen that movie" The curious case of Benjamin button". Yea so cute. Because technology is amazing, I got to see these two when they were just born and the whole week through skype.As I got the Facebook notification that my sister had written on my wall, I started this blog...prolonging my time in the library for my ethics test tomorrow. The library and I have a love hate relationship. I love going because I see everyone but then I hate it because that means I'm at BYU and I walk around and feel so out of place becuase a. I am NOT a zoobie and b..... I'm not a ZOOBIE. My roommate Tawnie is going to BYU for the summer and she is like me, in that BYU is not the school for her. But unlike me she will be saving a lot of money because BYU is cheaper and UVU has out of state tution(by the way is about 3,000 more than a Utah resident. How lame!!!!

Ok I have a goal to be out of this joint by 10:00........Crap.

Take it in for all its worth.

Labels: Mmm-azing, random -

I love going to this guys website. Ive mentioned him in my blog before. He is a music teacher for a school in New York. They Go by ps22chorus. I go there a lot because these kids that sing are truly amazing. They have so much passion and strength, I love it.

Still awake and well.

- Mar 12, 2009

Lets say there is this ice cream flavor from Ben & Jerry's [Cherry Garcia] and as we all know that flavor has been out for quite some time. Its just rich and tasty and everyone is loving it. So lets say recently the company makes this new- hot flavor that everyone will love [ peanut butter fantasy]. Once everyone sees it they just love it. The weird this is, is that the new flavor isn't even advertised well, yet it still gets the taste buds of all America. The other weird thing is that this old flavor makes the effort to be sold and the new flavor sits in the freezer and gets sold out in a millisecond of catching the customers eye. The old flavor is still bought but not as much as peanut butter fantasy. It's not that they forget that Cherry Garcia is still on the aisle it's that its not the new crave. It becomes plain Jane.

Don't you just hate that?

Just another hate post

Labels: life lessons, utah - Mar 3, 2009

These are the things that seperate you fom being a mature adult and making mistakes, what makes the difference is when you decide its important to change and if you care about yourself enough to actually do it... My roommate/my best friend shared that with me today.

My life really isn't that hard, I just have a lot of upsets in life. Most people have learned to get over then or what makes them feel better from it, but for some reason I missed that lesson in primary or something. I have no idea how to calm myself from my anger or little upsets, as I may call them. I try Yoga, listening to music while hanging off my bed, screaming really loud.... nothing seems to feel that void of peace and calm feelings. Syd was giving me all this advice and help and I know all of it is true and seems very logical, I just don't know how to apply it and use it. Its not like math how when you learn an equation and a light bulb flickers and you just get it, Its like ferbies, They are so absurd and dumb but once you learn to shut it up....no never mind you still have no idea why ferbies exist. Another thing that really upsets me, is how some people can be so dumb that they don't even realize it....EVER. For example, a guy that you maybe, just maybe like, talks about other girls to you just so causally that its so dumb. They may not even realize their offense, but shouldn't they have the decency to get a hint that if the girl is making any kind of effort to talk to you, invite you to do things that they MAY like YOU. I am usually not the one to talk about this so openly but Its really bugging me a lot. To the point that I am giving up. So I'm done with them.