Take Interest, Take Notice, Take ME with you.

The first amazing thing in life is the power of song. I was on PEREZHILTON.COM of course since its a daily thing i do, and he posted this video of school choir in NYC called the PS22 chorus.[check out his blog HERE]. These kids are absolutely amazing. listening to them sing just gives me the chills.[look at the kid at 1:50, his passion loves it.]

The second amazing thing in life is how talking out feeling can help so much. I had a friend that lived down the hall from me come over last night and we just talked about life and what was bothering us and be both would have gasps of "OMG I feel the same way" and it is great how I feel after "venting" it out. Its something everyone should do! 

The third amazing thing in life is change. My mom called me last night to tell me she was coming to Utah so she could drive back to Atx with me. I am of course ecstatic to be coming home, but for a brief 2 hours I had this overwhelming sense of sorrow like "I'm not ready to leave, Utah's my home" i didn't know what to do or understand why I was feeling this way. But of course I realized Im feeling the need for change and that I know its something i have to deal with!

The Fourth amazing thing in life is Evian water spray. I usually get it at Ulta but Utah doesn't even have that here, but anyway its amazing it is just a spray can that does wonders. You can use it where ever when ever. and it just hydrates the skin. I love it.  You can get it pretty much anywhere like Ulta, sephora, Nordstroms, or Wallgreens .

So today was a sad day: Elyse left to go back to ATX. I know i get to see her in a week but. this past month, we spend everyday together and then just not hanging for a week will be hard. It was weird because I remember helping her move into the house she just moved out of. It kind of felt like a movie helping her pack, I was just sitting there with the sad happy music in the background already missing that house i was sitting in. Leaving Utah is going to be bittersweet. I'm so ready to go back home and just enjoy summer and be with the people I love most, but then deep down inside I want something new. I was watching "Up Town Girls" with Brittany Murphy[One of my fave actresses] and the last line of the movie said " Every story has an end, but in life, every ending is just a new beginning", and its so true! its make me so excited to see what happens next.....

So a lot has happened since march 21 2008. Kiks came and her birthday was a success it was fun getting to see her even though i saw her a week before in Texas! we had a birthday dinner and all the kids celebrated Easter Sunday together. The next week Happy Valley, every year has this Holi festival called the Festival of colors. You throw veggie color dye in the air and pretty much party. It was a blast! The next week was conference weekend and Whitney and i got tickets from the Bishop for Saturday session! It was Whitney and I's first time. So it was amazing. The Friday before i wore a Hanna Montana wig from Bed, Bath and beyond to a party. Its something to consider trying. Its almost like being someone else for a night! Another thing to consider: spending your days in the BYU library. whats best is to squirt purell into the palms of your hands when ever you see a purell dispenser.The fun part is that on the 3rd floor there is no purell in the purell dispenser so when the purell " comes out" pretend to  "eat" it, people will stare at you strange. Its a blast. That same weekend Whitney and i got into a fight. it was little but very significant. It started out with her telling me I wasn't accepting here because of her use of language and choice of clothing. she said "even though I'm Mormon now i still am going to dress and talk the way i want to because that's what makes me.. me". To her i guess that made sense for the way she was acting, but tell me if I'm wrong, but do the clothes you were and the choice of word make you who you are? It just wasn't making sense so we talked and talked and long story short: we aren't living together in the fall like planned, and i lost a really close friend. Yes we still talk and share past memories, but the close bond was gone. For good? well i don't know. its funny because whenever things didn't happen  way it was suppose to, both of us would say, "its for the best, things happen for a reason"